Boho? No, no.

I'd like to add to yesterday's post. (An addendum if you will.)

I'm not this innocent girl who lost herself and then found herself. A year ago I was a real shithead. <-- Sorry. There isn't a better word for it. {A tool! A jerk!} I did and said things that I am ashamed of. I acted in ways that were so damaging to my marriage and to myself. I didn't walk away from that unscathed. I did however walk away carrying lessons and knowledge and strength. I'm occasionally struck with pings of guilt - still. Forever probably! My heart still sinks when I think of the pain I caused my beloved husband. But time heals wounds - even the deepest ones. And so despite the hurt I caused, I can say that a year later I am genuinely a happy person. So is Johnny. My wounds have mostly healed and my smile comes from deep within. 

I just wanted to clarify that I was an asshole and not some bohemian free-spirit on a journey of self discovery. After reading my post - I thought I had been a little too easy on myself. I sucked! But I made a comeback! When you look at it from  that perspective - it makes this journey so much more fulfilling!